Today was my first day teaching in an actual school and I'm so sad right now because I just know how happy you would've been for me and how excited you would be to hear about my first day. I love you so much.

Accepting that you are gone has been the hardest thing for me to do. I see you in my dreams every night and think about you all day long. I love you so much and I miss you so much. My heart hurts so bad and this has changed me for life. I'll never be the same person again without you in my life. May you rip and may you please help heal my heart

I mis you so much. Everyday I wake up I look for you in everything I do. and it's really hard to accept that I can't speak to the loml anymore

Living my life without you is so hard and it feels so weird and forced. I miss you and I can't say it enough

I miss the smell of your cooking and I miss hearing you play the game while I sleep

I had a dream about you last night and wish so bad I can just call you and tell you about it. Sleeping at night is so miserable and the worst thing ever.

Caleb, u we’re a pretty cool guy. Thanks for the food, and the endless sarcasm. You gave me the privilege of trying hooters for the first time (it was mid lol), and you’ll be missed for sure. you deserved more years on earth than what you were handed. I’m not a religious person but I pray every day that you and your loved ones get the justice and closure you deserve. Fligh high “big dawg” (as you’d say).

Caleb, I am glad I got the chance to get to know you, thank you for the food and endless sarcasm. you gave me the privilege of trying hooters for the first time and honestly that’s a debt that can’t be replayed. you deserved more days on earth than what you were handed, and I’m not a religious person but I pray every day that you and your loved ones get the closure and justice you are owed. you were a cool guy and I am happy to have known someone as understanding and nice as you. even when I didn’t return the favor, you were always kind to me. That’s a regret I’ll have to live with for the rest of my life, was not being kinder to you. fligh high “big dawg” as you’d say to me. I know you’re up there drinking and eating organic food and drinks, and strolling the isles of Whole Foods and most likely enjoying all the corn chips with salsa. we miss u down here buddy.

You and God are my first thoughts when I wake up in the morning and the last thoughts when I try to sleep at night

I miss you. And every thought and moment in my mind is you and our memories 🩷

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